Wow okay.. So you can call me awful, because I am a complete slacker! I am shocked with myself that my last post was way before Christmas. I guess you could say lately life has just been crazy as ever and really I just havent been in the best moods and the feelings I have felt I just wasnt sure I wanted to post for everyone to see! But I am hoping this will get back to normal! I really just need the sunshine.... a vacation would be wonderful right about now!!!!!!!!!! Im sure many of you can relate but towards the end of January and February seriously are awful months, it just brings me into this depression funk! I get so sick of the cold and snow (right now I am wearing a short sleve shirt with my heater on full blast, Just shows how sick I am of the cold haha).
Okay so this is about to get depressing so beware! Since I last posted alot of crap has happened, my grandma Dyer who I just love so dearly passed away with Alzehimers the week before christmas she was in her mid 60's and had been diagnosed when she was 55. It was time for her to go but I think the hardest thing about it all, is that she was such an amazing woman! She is the one that made my mom who she is today, and I never really got to know her that way! I am exicted to get to know her again though when we are all made perfect in the next life! I love you grandma!!!
Okay So then school started! Yikes! I have my last two gen ed classes to take... Botany and History. Shoot me now! These two classes has seriously taken over my life and I hate them very dearly! I am so against generals right now because when will I EVER use plant science in my life... NEVER! Well I just failed my Botany test and in history I am reading the autobio of Fredrick Douglas.. which is really good but so so depressing and I have to read the whole thing in 5 days.. and also work full time, and keep up with Accounting, Economics, Botany, and my Dinky Computer class. So ya this semester sucks!
Another Stressful thing thats been going on is Gramps just had surgery on his prostate! (any of you who know me really well know that me and my grandma and grandpa snow are really close! We are like two peas in a pod. I think that because my other grandma got sick so young really is what led me to get so close to my Gma and Gpa Snow!) So anyways they found out that 100% of my Gpas prostate had cancer. I seriously was in tears for the whole week I found out, but good news is it's the most common form of cancer and they were able to get it all out, and he is now on his way to recovery!!! He is such a trooper! I seriously think he is invincible and can just take on anything! I am so grateful to have the kind of relationship I do with them!
Okay so this post is seriously dragging on, I know! But I just wanted to end with my one and only bit of good news!
I GOT A PROMOTION! which seriously is the biggest miracle in the face of the earth! I have been begging to get off the phones since the day I started so I am so excited. So I am moving my way to accounting, which will be a good way to help me develop some more skills by the time I do graduate, and I can focus more on the Finance part of my degree! I dont know if I have told anyone but I am applying to the Business Admin program in the fall! So we will see how everything will play out! I think life is about to get a whole lot more stressful because now I wont be able to do homework at work.. So I might just disapear again!
Sorry for the depressing post but at least you have an update!
Love you all!!!!
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